It is amazing to me how my suffering through PTSD and the difficulties that I have trying to fall asleep. Sure my primary care provider prescribed me a sleeping aid, but the fact is that I am afraid that I will become too dependent upon it. How can it be that I was able to reassure Marines that this little pill will help their lives and yet I can not bring myself to do it. Is it because I just completed a course on drugs in society and how dependent a person can become on a sleep aid; possibly.
Well with school being almost done for this quarter, still have a final to turn in, I am left with time to...well think, plan, prepare? Prepare for what our move. Heck it is still 6 months away before we are on the road to Florida. I mean, what route should we take? Should we use a vehicle transport to ship my truck and then rent a truck and car hauler to move? Should we put the wear and tear on my truck and rent a trailer and wife and I travel in separate vehicles? Sure it is a matter of a couple thousand dollars but what would be the most sane way of traveling. I guess I can put up a couple surveys on the site and see what people have to say.
Heck I am the one to choose to go to a prestigious school where each quarter the course load varies between 30 and 36 credits. Just did the math over dinner...if I were to take the full load of 36 credits I will spend 36 hours in class/lab, 72 hours studying and 56 hours sleeping a week, only leaving me 4 hours to do what, relax? WOW, I can not wait for those days to occur. Heck, today I do not even spend that amount of time hitting the books, if I did I would think I would be a 4.0 student as an undergrad, instead I am a 3.4 and just attend class and do the homework/projects for the respective course.
Well I think I will go and lie down and try to get some sleep.
Cheers,
Cameron
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